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Moonshine
02:45
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Before love had found me,
I let moonshine surround me
Draped in the pearls of her ebony glow
Spent my days bathed in darkness
My own secret fortress
I was so happy, only heaven would know
Our time was borrowed
I knew someday sorrow
Would colour our friendship blue
Now I wake with the morning
Greet the sun that surrounds me
I'm wrapped in my dreams of that shining moon
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Hungry
02:33
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Hungry - you're so hungry
Won't you come eat until you're full?
I'm so tired
I've been wired - to give you all the things that I should keep
I'm so sore
I'm salted, I'm cured - you cling with ease, how I wish you'd leave
But you're hungry - you're so hungry
Come eat until you're full
I'm so weak
Heavy arms always reach - towards the light, I know it's not for me
I'm battered and run
Fried right down to the crumb - if you say please, I'll give you my last piece
Hungry - show me your teeth
I'll be yours until you're full
I'll be yours until you're full
I'll be yours until you're full
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By the Oceanside
02:59
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Down, down by the ocean side
There's a willow who weeps for me
She saw my love go cast his life
To the waves that hold tight like the weeds
Their violet tongues, they swept the shore
They swallowed his body whole
And while the wind, she screams for more
I wait for the tide to unfold
My love, he knew, someday, somehow
I'd bring his body home
Even if I had to lay me down
Beside his bag of bones
Down, down by the oceanside
There's a willow who weeps for me
She saw me wipe my tear dimmed eyes
And follow my love to the sea
And follow my love to the sea
And follow my love to the sea
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Downer
02:07
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I saw how you were drawn
To the kind effervescent beings
That live outside the lines we like to draw to assign meaning
So I slipped out of my body
Went to the edges of my being
I didn't try to trim the hedge or to tidy up the leaves and -
I wondered if you saw me now
I'm at the outer limit
How much longer can I hold out?
Is there a line where I can finish?
I guess I never really understood it
I never gave a second glance
The only question in my heart was how to hold happiness in my hands
Not to spread myself so much thinner
The thoughts that spiral with no answer
Don't want attention as a quitter so I became a great romancer
I wondered if you saw me now
I'm at the outer limit
How much longer can I hold out?
Is there a line where I can finish?
Don't really wanna let you down
And I don't wanna be a downer
Maybe it's better to drown
Then to stay afloat and flounder
Went and let you down
I don't wanna be a downer
Maybe it's better to drown
Then to stay afloat and flounder
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Smaller
03:11
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Hear the whippoorwills' call
Light drips down the wall
I've stuttered, I've stalled - for time
There's this fine line
It's divisive, it's kind
I'd started to find my pace but now I walk
Can I fold myself in two?
Would it help me not feel blue?
Fold myself in two?
I wanna feel smaller
Wanna feel smaller
Wanna feel small, small
Words are bitter on my tongue
and I keep loosening my laces
I'll carry water to your dawn
Till I trip and smack my faces
Can I fold myself in two?
Would it help me not feel blue?
Fold myself in two?
I wanna feel smaller
Wanna feel smaller
Wanna feel small, small
If I fold myself in two?
Would it help me not feel blue?
Fold myself in two?
I wanna feel smaller
Wanna feel smaller
Wanna feel small, small
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I Don't Belong
03:19
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I don't belong in your arms
Like a fish that's been drawn from the sea
Restless through the air, death at my feet
Bound to cool in the hands of a maker that I won't meet
I don't belong in your arms - no, no, not me
I don't belong in a home
There are pictures in frames held with three
Carbon copies of dreams, two stay while one leaves
With my nose to the pane, there's a pain of which I can't speak
I don't belong in a home - no, no, not me
I don't belong to myself
I'm a shelved collection of these
Thoughts that weight on my chest, they buckle my knees
If we're all built to break -
Guess that makes me defunct machinery
I don't belong to myself - no, no, not me
Not me
Not me
Not me
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How's it All Gonna End?
03:24
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How many times shall we sing the same song?
Gums bruised by the swallows, the blood
Your subtle skin dig, I don't feel your pin's prick
Watch you pick parts of me from your nails
How many blows am I required to take?
You blaze trails in a rage, mine confusion
No forgiveness you'll find, in my heart or my mind
I guess I'm just not as you knew
How's it all gonna end?
I'm reminded of how self important the vows
We spoke under threat compromise
Papers sealed and unsigned, we walked through the pines
Towards a future I'd find without you
I sing in my sleep, jagged bottle filled dreams
Salt and vinegar chip cuts line my tongue
But the contract can't bind, I won't love like I'm blind
Ignorance feigned is fine for tonight
How's it all gonna end?
May you live as you've lied
Paper lining your skies
I won't pretend to admire you
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